Twilight
draws the sun down behind Big Creek Hill just before six. A black
Blazer crosses the concrete slab of a bridge, slowing to make the
first driveway to the right. The engine chugs into silence. The
door slams shut. Keys rattle against brass. A polished oak door
swings into the slightly dark kitchen.
"Evening, Cat," Joe says. He reaches for the overhead light's pull
chain. Pen, notebook, camera bag drop amid the clutter of yesterday's
magazines and bills on a meager table. Cat sniffs in slightly interested
greeting. Slinks off. Hours slide through the night like a clock
stuck in a VCR fast forward.
Routine
passes quickly -- food, bills, toothbrush, remote control, bourbon,
remote control, more bourbon. Cat stretches, uninterested. Again.
Ringing of the wall phone breaks the lamplit silence much like a
fumbled glass at the sink.
For a second, Joe sits, dazed, then crosses the hall, liter bottle
in tow to interrupt the third ring. "Hello? ... well, hi Katherine,"
he says. Can she hear the amazement in his voice. Or is it the bourbon
thinking? "Your up late ... un hunh ... no, just sitting here watching
TV ...
Discovery channel I think ... What? ... Me, too," he says, shaking
the bottle lightly near the receiver. Both laugh quietly. The clock
hands spin again, yet slower this time. Conversation flows from
work, friends, futile attempts at philosophical debate, then ebbs
into long pauses. Whether the bourbon's intoxicating fumes or the
unspoken dreams slowed the night, Joe never really knew. Like sheet
music, notes of time danced to a score written by an unseen composer,
rising, falling and filling the air ...
"Mmmm, I can just taste that bourbon," she said, breathing softly.
"Wish I could give you a sip." "I bet you would," she said, her
voice echoing the grin. "And by that you mean ...?" "Hmmmnh ...
lots ..." Tenuous sounds, like the scrape of fabric, drifted from
the receiver, clutched tightly now in his hand.
"Like?" Her voice came as barely a whisper. "Like I would lie down
..." Joe eased the bottle over the side of the chair, its glass
tapping slightly on the hardwood floor. "... to feel the bourbon's
warmth." That sweet voice, now thick, stopped abruptly. A sound
like a tiny catch in her breathing slipped through the night. He
listened, his ear hot from pressing against the receiver.
Faint
rustling sounds mingled with her breathing. A muffled rush of air,
barely audible, sounded in his ear. Joe moved his hands slightly,
shifted, opened his mouth so his own breathing would not drown out
her sounds. Katherine's subtle breaths, like the faintest of wind,
came quicker now.
Then,
a liquid sound like the wetting of lips. Another faint rustle. "Aaaaaah,"
she breathed, the tiniest of gasps. The first real sound. He could
feel the air she felt. Smell the night, there, miles away. Pick
up the faintest of noises. Paint the picture with his eyes shut.
A hand moving. Toes clenching. A catch in her breath, and another.
And again. Her phone jostled
.
"AAAaaaaah." The almost imperceptible sound trembling from within
her throat. Joe kept his eyes closed. Could see her chest fall,
tiny brown nipples taut. Her thighs slid, gliding, along one another,
the sheet hissing slightly. The movements of her hand quickened.
She breathed deeper, her voice low and damp.
A
sound like the slight lick of a finger reached Joe's ear. His own
hand moved quicker, silently. Bed creaks kept pace with the now
familiar hiss of sheets sliding against skin. Her breath caught,
louder this time, quicker. She gulped air.
"Aaaahh ... aaahhhh ... aaahh." More breaths. Faint moan. Then another.
His heart raced. His eyes dreamed. Her fingers quickened now between
sheet and skin. She no longer cared about quieting the muffled catch
in her breathing. Moans, low hums, mingled still with rustling sheets.
"Mmmmmm ... mmmm ... mmm ..." Her feverish tones sent waves of heat
through both. Her hips moved. Hands slipped and curled. Breathing
hastened. Katherine's sounds moved into one stacatto rhythm. "Mmmmmm
... mmmm ... mmm ..." She gasped loudly.
Drank
the air. Stopped. Gasped. Stopped again. Eyes still closed, Joe
imagined her jerking. Jerking. Jerking. Saw the heat rise from her
belly where the sheet had slid to the side. He stiffened, jerking
with her. Reached out his hand longingly. Both rooms drifted into
quiet a.m. hours, phone still humming.
They
remained silent until, finally, she said goodnight, slowly letting
the receiver slide down her cheek to rest on the edge of the bed.
Joe slowly stood, gripping his receiver still, taking slow steps
across the hall again. The click on the wall hook ended the night
-- a night of dreams in which nothing was requested. A night with
nothing acknowledged.
Back in the living room, he picked up the now-empty bourbon bottle,
idly sliding a finger across the top. As he brought its taste to
his lips, he smiled slightly, tasting its smoky flavor. Creaks from
his steps on the hardwood floor followed him to bed. But would sleep
ever be the same? |